Me, frustrated: “I cannot just be your friend.”
Him: “Why not?” dumbfounded.
Me, *Exasperated sigh*
“Because I am in love with you, you idiot.
I am still and will forever be in love with you.
Recklessly, irrevocably, irresponsibly in love with you. I am engulfed in a madness that feeds off of my love for you; for our love does not exist without a little madness.
I have loved you since the dawn of time, before time ever even existed.
Where Angels and Demons, heaven and hell came alive.
A medium where Souls were being created and paired up with their mates.
A deep longing, a divine yearning cried out for you
A plea, a bargain struck with God
You appeared and I existed.
BC, AD, Medieval, Victorian, Renaissance, etc. They all came and went, not specifically in that order and we were bound together.
Destinies intertwined. We found each other; time any time again, our fates lead us into each other’s paths. This I know, I feel it in the depths of my Soul and I know that you feel it too. That’s why when we finally returned to each other again you knew me. You did not know how, or when or why; but deep down you knew me, and I, you.
July, 2012 <– We intertwined again. We existed.
What was previously broke, now mended.
What was once half, became whole.
What was covered in darkness, bathed in light.
Everything made sense once again; because of a long awaited hello, a familiar smile, a loving lingering stare.
I was reborn.
Don't you see? I exist because of you, and I shall perish because of you.
But do not ask me to be your friend, do not ask me to be a simple piece of a puzzle in your life; because that is not what I was created for.
We were created to coexist. And if that is not how it shall be now then our souls will exist again, in another place; another time. Just like out ancestors had once said about
You and I;
I and You,
One and the same;