When It All Falls Down

Once upon a time,
Not so long time ago
A young lively girl did live
But so as most stories go.

Fearless, wild and fierce
She lived her life without consequence
Happiness, laughter and bewilderment
This was no place for foolish circumstance

One day did come
A mysterious man did show
Jewels, strong arms to hold & kind words
Oh did he put on; quite the remarkable show

Mesmerized, tantalized
Falling in love with all his glitz & glamour
She had no idea, she stood no chance
She was broken down within the hour

Such a grief-stricken little girl
Tears streamed from her bright blue eyes
Searching for the all pieces that had fallen
Left hopeless, yet very much surprised

Such a sad story
From long ago
Of a girl
I once did know.

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Step away
Don’t get to close
You might just feel remorse
On the decision that lead you
Lead you once
To me.

Walk away
Don’t come back, no
I don’t need your pity, no
Not for me.

Look away
Don’t get too close
The cracks might reveal
A different side than that of
What you see of me.

It Has Begun

It starts from my fingertips, slow and steady.. An eerily numbing feeling begins to overwhelm me, panic boils my blood..
I watch in horror as my hand becomes alien to the rest of my body..

Dread creeps through the palm of my hands; and by the time it reaches my wrists the numbing throb has consumed me..
I do not know when the restlessness, senselessness set in.. now I am afraid.

There goes that familiar fire, defiant in nature; ravashing through my veins,
The burning of my skin is a comfort I had long missed..

Past the elbow the intensity accelerates and a new feeling comes round the shoulder.. escalating
Through the collar bone, a pause; ever so slightly.. What is that?
Pleasure, no pain.. Are those my toes?

First in the right foot, now the left..
As cold as ice, roars through to my ankles, ignoring my knees; charging all the way to my hips
Pain, no pleasure..

An abrupt collision in the pit of my stomach.. Both hot, cold.. Ice and Fire..
All at once

How is this possible?
What is happening?

The war had begun.. Oh yes.. it has begun..

I Want It All – #RHSin

“I want to pull you into me. The way a kiss pulls the soul out of you. I want it all, everything inside. I want to open my mouth and see you drowning in the bottom of my stomach where my laughter dwells. There is no other way to put it, I want my smile to burn through your skull in the worst way possible.

I want you to remember what it is like to die a little in my arms. To remember what it is like to love. To fall and barely survive the way down.”

See You Again

It’s been a long day without you my friend

And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

We’ve come a long way from where we began

Oh I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you again

Damn who knew all the planes we flew

Good things we’ve been through

That I’ll be standing right here

Talking to you about another path I

Know we loved to hit the road and laugh

But something told me that it wouldn’t last

Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture

Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place

How could we not talk about family when family’s all that we got?

Everything I went through you were standing there by my side

And now you gonna be with me for the last ride


It’s been a long day without you my friend

And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

We’ve come a long way from where we began

Oh I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

when I see you again

First you both go out your way

And the vibe is feeling strong and what’s

Small turn to a friendship a friendship

Turn into a bond and that bond will never

Be broke and the love will never get lost

And when brotherhood come first then the line

Will never be crossed established it on our own

When that line had to be drawn and that line is what

We reach so remember me when I’m gone

How could we not talk about family when family’s all that we got?

Everything I went through you were standing there by my side

And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way hold every memory

As you go and every road you take will always lead you home


It’s been a long day without you my friend

And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

We’ve come a long way from where we began

Oh I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you againPJrgsSua5P

Silent until now.. -Anger

Silence has been a your virtue
From then until now
The rainstorms are coming
Beware of what’s to come.


The say the clouds roll in
But thunder is all that you hear
You will see the flashes of a rage
You never knew was there.


Oh yes..

It is coming and you should fear

For the life you stole from me
The life I held so dear.

I Don’t Want You

The peace of solitude has kept me sane, if that’s what you call it.. I say it’s kept me from crumbling into an abyss, one I never knew existed..

I did not forsee it.. I had no idea..
Blindsided, confused.. I had no idea..
I think there were signs I chose not to notice

Did I want to?
Did I simply ignore them?
Did I?
Did He?
Did She?

So many questions, so little is answered and too much blame to be had..
But you are no longer here and there is responsibilities left to be shared..
And so conveniently you are now gone forever..

Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise..
I don’t need a man in my life..
Correction: I don’t want YOU

Time

Time.. It is a fickle thing.. It comes on its own, never before nor after; it stands still and alone yet continuously moving.. You can never count on time; nor go without it, so what does it truly mean?

I believe time is made of moments.. Moments of profound significance.. Of profound multitude.. Of incredible limitless.. Moments that take your breath away and others that leave you drowning.. Moments of the highest elation and others of internal chaos..

I suppose that’s what you can trust, what you can always count on.. No matter when or where, what or who or why.. Not even how..

Time is always thereSIH3S6pNCd